[Bosstafu]

Originally Posted by Rokunaya

There was so much bullshit in one post it almost poured out of my screen

True

[Tetrafirez]

Originally Posted by Rokunaya

There was so much bullshit in one post it almost poured out of my screen

actually a and b were true .-.

but c...

c is only partially true... it was only one yakuza and I couldn't get the leaf hurricane off so I feinted into a shoryuken.

[Donk]

I was bullied, too. Im (now) 22 years old and must say it was a good thing that i was bulied.
Seems strange? Yeah and it was so.

I had a Sickness called ADS (in german, dont know eng word for it).
This makes u aggressive , u cant learn normally and ur hyper.
To that i was very intelligent, which made me highly arrogant.

First to get the ADS under controll I have taken a medicine called Ritalin...which makes not so aggressive and better to handle on the other site ur lazy and do nothing. Cause of that I went chubby.

In elementary it was ok, but i already startet to notice i was intelligenter than the others. I had a high knowledge in generall knowledge and in science
(language was never my trumph card)

In the Grammer school (gymnasium) that combination went worse.
A chuuby, arrogant and wisearce kid was meant to be bullied.

And it happend... i was 2 years bullied.

But ADS is a sickness that goes away when u grow older...u get it undercontrol... so i didnt needed to take Ritalin anymore.
And i wanted to do something..and what does a bullied kid?
It goes to learn to do martial arts...and i went to learn capoeira and bujinkan (staff fighting).
After 1 year i dropped Capoeira and Continued Bujinkan, hoewer i created my own stlye cause of my capoeira influence.

In the 8 grade it finally happend.
I was nearly 4 years bullied, which decreased a lot in the last year cause of my martial arts(to that piont i already trained for 1 1/2 years) i got myelf undercontroll (wisearce and arrogance) and i was thinner).

But in my parrallel class was a guy in a wheelchair who was friendly, but fat and was also intelligent. He was a bit bullied too but normally u dont bully a wheelchair kid to much and he had many friends.

To the main point.
Onetime i went home little later...got scolted by the teacher cause i was so lazy with homework^^.
And saw the wheelchair kid(who waited for his mom or so) outside.
I went down to go home...then i saw it how 5 7 grades bullied him.
They said something like "hey stand up..i want look into ur eyes"...but i ignored it(I was waiting myself) and just watched what they do and chattet with a classmate who was kindly enough to wait for me (we ride with hers mom car home).

Than it happend .. one of the kids kicked him from the wheelchair, saying "ur in the way"[and the wheelchair kid couldnt move his legs] and so he tried ,crawling on the floor, to get back on his wheelchair. and they kicked him on evry try he made a try to go back on his wheelchair.

And i snaped...i fucking snapped.
I took the broom from the janetor(which leant at the enbtrance) and went rampage.
...
I broke evry fucking guy the legs and the 1 who kicked him down the hand.
I dont know what i have done if my clasmate didnt stopped me.
Luckywise it was the end of the year and all test where written so i was only suspended for 1 1/2 week.
After that i got high respect and wasnt bullied anymore.
Im asking myself till today why i wasnt sued for this..maybe because i was to young or something.

[ZEE]

Originally Posted by Donk

I was bullied, too. Im (now) 22 years old and must say it was a good thing that i was bulied.
Seems strange? Yeah and it was so.

I had a Sickness called ADS (in german, dont know eng word for it).
This makes u aggressive , u cant learn normally and ur hyper.
To that i was very intelligent, which made me highly arrogant.

First to get the ADS under controll I have taken a medicine called Ritalin...which makes not so aggressive and better to handle on the other site ur lazy and do nothing. Cause of that I went chubby.

In elementary it was ok, but i already startet to notice i was intelligenter than the others. I had a high knowledge in generall knowledge and in science
(language was never my trumph card)

In the Grammer school (gymnasium) that combination went worse.
A chuuby, arrogant and wisearce kid was meant to be bullied.

And it happend... i was 2 years bullied.

But ADS is a sickness that goes away when u grow older...u get it undercontrol... so i didnt needed to take Ritalin anymore.
And i wanted to do something..and what does a bullied kid?
It goes to learn to do martial arts...and i went to learn capoeira and bujinkan (staff fighting).
After 1 year i dropped Capoeira and Continued Bujinkan, hoewer i created my own stlye cause of my capoeira influence.

In the 8 grade it finally happend.
I was nearly 4 years bullied, which decreased a lot in the last year cause of my martial arts(to that piont i already trained for 1 1/2 years) i got myelf undercontroll (wisearce and arrogance) and i was thinner).

But in my parrallel class was a guy in a wheelchair who was friendly, but fat and was also intelligent. He was a bit bullied too but normally u dont bully a wheelchair kid to much and he had many friends.

To the main point.
Onetime i went home little later...got scolted by the teacher cause i was so lazy with homework^^.
And saw the wheelchair kid(who waited for his mom or so) outside.
I went down to go home...then i saw it how 5 7 grades bullied him.
They said something like "hey stand up..i want look into ur eyes"...but i ignored it(I was waiting myself) and just watched what they do and chattet with a classmate who was kindly enough to wait for me (we ride with hers mom car home).

Than it happend .. one of the kids kicked him from the wheelchair, saying "ur in the way"[and the wheelchair kid couldnt move his legs] and so he tried ,crawling on the floor, to get back on his wheelchair. and they kicked him on evry try he made a try to go back on his wheelchair.

And i snaped...i fucking snapped.
I took the broom from the janetor(which leant at the enbtrance) and went rampage.
...
I broke evry fucking guy the legs and the 1 who kicked him down the hand.
I dont know what i have done if my clasmate didnt stopped me.
Luckywise it was the end of the year and all test where written so i was only suspended for 1 1/2 week.
After that i got high respect and wasnt bullied anymore.
Im asking myself till today why i wasnt sued for this..maybe because i was to young or something.

donk your the same as me..............hurting people you felt really weird after dident you?

[Donk]

Originally Posted by ZEE

donk your the same as me..............hurting people you felt really weird after dident you?

ok and that in english

[Donk]

I suggest u ask how felt after i beat the hell out of them?
Honestly i felt great...and in the middle of fighting.. i truly wished there where more to beat down.

I know myself that bulling is fun...so i was never really pissed about it...well i wasnt bullied to hard anyway. Or i was to arrogant to realize that.

And to say the truth...if i see a woman or a handicaped people bullied ...
i would react like before however i think i would be able to controll myself..i mean when to stop.


ahh..i forgot i was kickedout of the dojo for a half year

[ZEE]

no not bad just weird i don't know how to explain it after i hurt some one i get this feeling like i took part of them and left them nothing

[wuxingbagua]

Attention Deficit Disorder or Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder is probably what you have been diagnosed with.. For the vast majority of people it is a widely over diagnosed disorder.. I too was one of the sheep.. but I have found out later that Merk, Pfizer, Big Pharma botched up some data to "support" medical literature that itself was not over supported.. Yes the medicine Ritalin boost or excites the frontal lobe to increase our ability to filter afferent info but it comes with a price... Foods, toxins, chemicals can also increase the afferent response and thus give you a "A.D.D. or A.D.H.D" response or what I like to say "smoke and mirrors".. True A.D.D would be after all that has be addressed first... so get though the smoke and mirrors... wow, that was a ramble..... lol

[Donk]

Originally Posted by ZEE

no not bad just weird i don't know how to explain it after i hurt some one i get this feeling like i took part of them and left them nothing

sorry...for something like that im too coldhearted.
Because of the fact that i learned my hole life to get hold of myself...
But if i snap... i believe im a sadist.
And also i dont let things near me...when they are not close to me(the people).
When i hear 200 people died in a plane crash... i think "ok next news".
(my gf on other side really worries about them).

[Donk]

Originally Posted by wuxingbagua

Attention Deficit Disorder or Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder is probably what you have been diagnosed with.. For the vast majority of people it is a widely over diagnosed disorder.. I too was one of the sheep.. but I have found out later that Merk, Pfizer, Big Pharma botched up some data to "support" medical literature that itself was not over supported.. Yes the medicine Ritalin boost or excites the frontal lobe to increase our ability to filter afferent info but it comes with a price... Foods, toxins, chemicals can also increase the afferent response and thus give you a "A.D.D. or A.D.H.D" response or what I like to say "smoke and mirrors".. True A.D.D would be after all that has be addressed first... so get though the smoke and mirrors... wow, that was a ramble..... lol

no i had the real shit^^,
and ritalin worked for me