[TTally]

This was my first story ever written in English. I was 16 at the time and Tatu was big on the radio- so I made a one shot fan fiction about Kingdom Hearts to it. Depending on my courage I might post something more recent. Brace yourself- time for the deluded writings of a teenage girl...

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~All the things he said
All the things he said
Running through my head
All the things he said
All the things he said
Running through my head
This is not enough~
Sora laid in the soft bed within the castle thinking. Thinking of what he had done earlier that day. How he had saved worlds from the Darkness, saved Kairi, saved everyone except Riku. All but him, the one person he loved and cared for the most, was lost forever within the Darkness along with King Mickey. “Take care of her Sora.”
Sora rolled over annoyed by the fact that his brain wouldn’t stop working. He needed sleep. His eyes burned, his legs were tight, his back was in agony, and his arms ached from the fight’s Ansem had given him. But yet sleep wouldn’t come. Well, maybe he deserved it. After all he was the one that had failed his quest to find his friends and Donald and Goofy’s King. Why should he be blessed with sweet dreams? A tear leaked out of Sora’s eye and he thought all this.
Life would never be the same for anyone now all because he wanted to do a little exploring. “...Along with any other worlds out there. I wanna see em all!” Sora cursed himself for all the things he did in the past. “Mom, I’m sorry if I worried you that night I left. I hope you can forgive me.” Sora pretended that his mother was right there by him comforting him, just like she used to always do when he was scared or lost. “I just wanted to explore. I should have told you. I should have forgotten about that damned raft and just stayed where I was loved, which was at home. Oh mom..!”
He broke down and cried. To muffle the sounds of his sobbing he flipped on his belly and cried into the pillow. The last thing he needed was to wake someone up, he had done enough unpleasantries. He missed her so much.
“And Kairi I’m sorry for all this too. I- I hope you can forgive me! I made you loose your heart, put you under stress, made you cry... Oh god Kairi I am so sorry! I just hope your doing alright on Destiny Island. Tell Tidus if he hits you with that sick of his I’ll kill him. You’ve been hurt enough.. I just wish I knew what to do to make it up...”

~I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?~
Sora cried harder when he imagined Kairi next to him and his mother trying to comfort him like she always did. Her trying to tell him he did what he had to do, that if it wasn’t for him all the worlds would have disappeared. But would that truly have been so bad? With out life, there could be no pain. No one would suffer in death. Even with his eyes closed Sora could not block out the images of reality. He did truly regret saving the worlds, leaving his home, meddling in other peoples affairs, letting Kairi leave his arms, leaving Riku....

~I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free~
Riku. Sora bit his lip to try and quiet himself. His crying crescendoed until it threatened to wake the dead. The door was open, they had to close it! Try as they might the three hero’s could not close it. Riku’s hand appeared around the door frame and he smiled. “Come on Sora! Together we can do it!” Sora wailed remembering these thoughts. Of all the others he had, this one was the most painful.
“Ok!” Was all Sora could think of saying. If the door didn’t shut, all the worlds he had tried so hard to save would be lost. He hadn’t even thought of what would happened to Riku after the door did shut, his only thought was ‘Push!’ Now with Riku pulling the door started to move slowly.
“It’s hopeless!” Donald cried watching the approaching Heartless. The door would never shut in time! Sora pushed harder. Donald can’t be right about that! All that happened was Sora’s sneakers slipped on the floor and he got a sore shoulder.
“Your majesty!” The knight and wizard gasped. King Mickey stood atop a dark hill within the door. The king turned to face them. “Now Sora let’s close this door for good!”
But they couldn’t! Not with the King in there! The king must be saved at all costs! That was his mission right? Find the king? “But..”
King Mickey sensed what Sora was about to say. “Don’t worry. There will always be a Door to the Light.” Goofy looked at the torn Sora. “Sora you can trust King Mickey.”
With these words spoken the door moved much faster. When only a crack about two feet was left between the two doors King Mickey said what he to be on his mind ever since he left the instructions for his friends. “Donald, Goofy, thank you.”
“Take care of her...” Riku said just as the door shut. Sora’s eye grew wide as he just saw what he had done. He had forgotten about Riku... His best friend Riku. If Sora had just reached his hand out to Riku and pulled him through the door HIS quest would have come to a end. But no with the choices he made he left both quests unfinished and added a new one. Find the Door to the Light.

~All the things he said
All the things he said
Running through my head
All the things he said
All the things he said
Running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough~

The door to Sora’s room creaked open and Pluto slunk in. Sora looked at the dog and walked to him. He needed someone, anyone near him right now. Sora wrapped his arms around the dogs neck and concealed his face in the smooth fur. “Oh Pluto, what have I done?”
“Well, now what do we do?” Donald asked walking along the beautiful flower gardens and neatly trimmed lawns.
“We’ve got to find Riku and King Mickey...” Yes they had to. After all that’s why they started out on this difficult journey. ‘I’ll find and save you this time Riku. I promise I won’t leave you in that place. Not ever. I’m coming for you. Don’t worry...’
The dog whined under the boys weight. Sora released Pluto and wiped away the many tears he had on his face. “Thanks boy..” The dog licked Sora’s face to help. Sora smiled and held his face where the rough tongue had touched.

~And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want him so much
Wanna fly him away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
‘‘Cause I'm feeling for him what he's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head~
Riku was sitting within the darkness trying to remember why he was here, why was he still alive. Shouldn’t the darkness have consumed his heart by now? Or did he not have a heart? After all he did try to kill his best friend two times. ‘You, your not Riku!’ ... ‘Whoever you are let Riku go! Give him back his heart!’
Riku sighed. No matter what he did to Sora, he always forgave him. No matter how much he had failed as a friend. That was one honorable thing about him. Sora always forgave him. Riku smiled not noticing the darkness pull away from his body a little bit.
“There you are! What’s going on?”
“Riku!” Sora ran to Riku and tried to pry his mouth open. Riku batted his hands away slightly worried Sora had a head injury.
“Hey, hey. Cut it out!”
“I’m not dreaming this time, right?”
Riku smiled. Sora always made him smile. “I hope not! Took forever to find you.”
Riku laughed a little now in his own bubble of light within the everlasting Darkness. ‘Sora.. Ah I hope you can forgive me not coming with you. I was scared is all. I don’t know what of, but I was scared.. But I’m coming back! Trust me. We still have a score to settle. Three to one is it?’

Sora sat on the floor thinking about how to stop worrying about the past and how to help the future. Being all depressed wouldn’t help anything! He hasn’t lost anything yet. He saved the worlds, saved Kairi from her pain, would be going home to show his mom what he had become, and he would start looking for the door to light in the morning to save Riku. When Sora was walking down the long hall’s looking for his room he heard a maid question another if Sora had lost his mind with all the crap he went through. Sora smiled again. “Yeah.. I think I have lost my mind. At least I haven’t lost my hope..”
Riku moved his little bubble around in the darkness. If he could find King Mickey and the Door to Light, he could see Sora again. And then, everything would be alright. Even if Riku was crossing the line a little bit by not playing ‘damsel in distress’ he would see Sora before he gave into the Darkness. And even if his plan was a little to far fetched, he would follow through with it. Cause he still had a Paopu fruit he had to share with somebody..

~Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?~

[darkchao45]

*claps*
Why?

.....Kingdom Hearts refference. But seriosuly, its good, makes me wanna write now.....think, think......aw shiat! Oh well =D

[TTally]

i hate fics that drive off a song but I've had a little something my my Mt. Dew besides caffine tonight and- i felt whimsical. Plus singing and dancing to Nsync, Tatu, and all the other songs from why back when made me want to try posting it.

[darkchao45]

Originally Posted by TTally

i hate fics that drive off a song but I've had a little something my my Mt. Dew besides caffine tonight and- i felt whimsical. Plus singing and dancing to Nsync, Tatu, and all the other songs from why back when made me want to try posting it.

.......oh yes, the little something in the drink effect....ah...good times mate

[TTally]

it could be ice cubes- it could be a fancy little umbrella... I leave any twisted thoughts you might derive off that comment to your own little dirty minds. I admit or suggest nothing... just like I buy all my anime and video games. *insert maniacal laughter here*

Anyway Im gonna serch through some old files and see what else i dredge up.

[darkchao45]

Originally Posted by TTally

it could be ice cubes- it could be a fancy little umbrella... I leave any twisted thoughts you might derive off that comment to your own little dirty minds. I admit or suggest nothing... just like I buy all my anime and video games. *insert maniacal laughter here*

Anyway Im gonna serch through some old files and see what else i dredge up.

Is it wierd i heard a scary female laugh just now?

[TTally]

Here- I got another story for you then: (100% off my head from another story i wrote years ago)

It can be interpenetrated as a descent into a hell, as dementia, or as a fear of change. It is like a dream; trapped forever in a figment of one's own imagination. I wrote this story when I was trapped in such a place within my own mind. The imagination is capable of a great many things; it can create it's own world; with thousands of realities. This is a place of insanity and desolation; let yourself descend into the world and feel it's terrors.... for this is a horrible reality not far into the evil woods beyond the sanctuary.

I was peacefully sleeping in my bed at 6 AM, pondering the deep philosophical questions that lurk within the mind of every brilliant teenage girl. Just as i was about to discover the meaning of sporks in a prophetic dream, i was brutally awakened by the beast that was my alarm clock. In a fitful rage, i struck it with all my might! It uttered it's last, pitiful, cry, ""DING- IT'S SIX O'CLOCK AM!"". I fell asleep in triumph.
An hour later. . . my in home client entered my deep, dark lair, wielding a spork. . . She was comming to kill me, to slay me with the lethal weapon that was the Almighty Spork of DOOM! I was sure I would not live a moment longer. . . .
Then I really did wake up, and Mary really did come in, only to inform me that her work was two hours late and I didn't have to get up quite yet. I nearly jumped for joy! I wouldn't have to be awake so early! Then I silently wished to go to home, it might be fun to hang out with the jerk-wad's that i happen to share %99.9 genealogical similarities with; then I became rather worried of my sanity level. What was I thinking?! Of course I didn't want to go home yet!
So, I showered and got dressed. Mary finally headed off to work, leaving me to ski back home in my car to forage for food and fend for myself. I ate a bowel of Frosted Flakes, of which I practically live off of. I went into a deep, dark corner of the kitchen to my computer, George. George was very happy to see me. He told me that a program had performed an illegal operation, and would shut down, and I gleefully clicked OK! I opened my heavenly WinAmp, sighing as I glanced through the hundreds of MP3's i had accumulated over the years. Today was a good day.

(I work as a PCA- Public Care Assistant. I enter homes and help take care of people with disabilities).

[giascle]

From the title I thought it was going to be a fanfiction by an 8-year-old. I am disappoint

[TTally]

sorry- pedo bear belongs naught.

[cotsiost]

you really have one well of imagination for fanfiction