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State Alchemist
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: Germany , Delbriuck
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Something i created for my own satisfaction -
12-20-2010, 07:01 PM
This is my hobby and love ... every single poem has a little bit of my life in it so i hope u all like it and comment on them! plus i take all of the comments and consider them no matter bad or good
 Also started writing a novel which will take quite some work to complete its about 2 good friends ... life from one friends perspective ... He is telling a story about a guy who had nothing but shit in his life ... u can also find some of my life hidden in it ALso the people who inspire me are Haruki Murukami with his awesome stories ... Bryan Adams with his awesom songs which i follow from the day one , Eminem with his lyrics of world where u don't care ... 2pac of his true words about this world we live in...I lost all my ambitions And lost my fire to live I lost everything that i worked so hard for Back again at this endless pit Holding with my fingers alone Onto this dream which is the only light that shines upon me At this endless pit. Holding onto that dream I crawl back up To see that light which was shinning not so long ago Building my life from scratches again Just holding and grasping that dream Which was the only factor for me to live Holding onto that dream i made it up here Here where once again i can be at peace. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Please forget about him Forget all the memories which u made with him Because when we kiss i feel like You are splitting your memories in half Making space for those with me And still holding those with him I can't love you wholeheartedly If you still think about him I don't want to be left alone I just want to hold you all the time Please let me be by your side And forget what was in the past You woke up my sleeping heart Which was sleeping for so long So long that i can't remember When you are by my side It beats as if it wants to hop out You know Why? It's because of you. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Memories Engraved deep inside my heart And locked off to not ever remember them again Until this day when the lock was broken off I started to recall all those things... Things which hurt you and made you cry the most Things which made me happy more than anyone else And Your echoing voice telling me "I love you" Which i don't hear no more... But those memories will fade And i will walk that road Which you showed me For once Again! Without turning back going into the alley With no lights i cry each and every day Because its cold and only the sound of music Echoing from far away... Leaves me at peace when i remember Your voice and go to sleep at night... I say bye bye we won't meet again! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It has already been a year since that one day I'm still counting the days... No matter how funny it seems Or how pathetic i may be And that day was when i first saw you in my eyes Like wind you came up to me... Whispering "i love you" Couldn't even turn around to tell you the same You were gone like lightening on rainy day Because i made one fatal mistake And never i saw you again Until just that one day When we met again ... I asked how you were U just smiled at me... Smiling back at you i walked away Because i knew that nothing will be the same again. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Today i Cry. Today i cry because of all the memories haunting me I cry just to become stronger as time passes by Every tear i shed today, is a tear for each day Each day of happiness and sadness Encountered along the way Even thought it was rough road... I reached the peak of it When i have to leave everything behind In order to live Live a new life, of which i dreamed to this day No matter what my tears won't stop Not because of the sadness but because of how delighted i am Being sad or being happy doesn't matter anymore I cry because my heart is trembling Trembling of encountering this world Of which i know nothing at all So today i say goodbye And cry when these words "thank you" comes out of my mouth I leave you here in this place Which holds so many memories Memories which will never be forgotten There will be a day when i come back home And once again, we will talk of those old days... But for now i say goodbye... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I open that dusty antique book Just to look on that story Of my past which has so many turns So many dreams , joy and sorrow passed by I read that book from the beginning And whenever i change page ... I see her ... the one who's been with me From the day we met Until i left her and flew away... -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  |
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State Alchemist
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: Germany , Delbriuck
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01-15-2011, 01:52 AM
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More of what i created on my free time ... and dug out from long ago.... Forever Yours I remember the days full of light and laughter I remember you always with a smile on your face And myself standing next to you on the hill Where we met for the first time, And from then on the clock of life started to move We both walked that red brick road Fulfiling our dreams The clock was moving faster and faster Moving on the roads of time We fell down together at once And that was our end of the road ... After the clock was broken My heart stoped as well Life became dark and cold But I still keep on to those memories Maybe not all but certainly I will remember Those words: I will forver be yours!. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When i first met you on the internet I thought that we can get along So i started to talk with you About life and how hard it is Day after day passed away We got to know each other more And i was happy with how it was. The day we meet came And we both came to that place Where our eyes first met We already knew this is it This is what we were both looking for Laughing , talking , joking around Everything was perfect After that you became my girlfriend On other day we met again We went to this place Near the lake We stayed there for hell knows how long We didn't care because we were together It seemed everything was perfect But still something was missing all along... After some time i became to aware of you I became scared of what will happen Because i was just stupid brat Who didn't had anything Who could only hurt others But still i loved you I ran away and left you alone You cried and i was thinking what have i done After that we became only friends Years have passed we have changed But thoes feelings still are in my heart Sorry but i still can't forget about you. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When we Were Young Do you remember when we first met? We were so young ,just little kids ... We used to play so much Runing around and being together everyday So much fun was those days And so we made a promise to be forver the same... After so many years have passed We met again Holding that promise I asked you a question Do you still remember the promis with me? And u just asked "Who are you?" My world turned around as i walked back Without even saying goodbye. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Sensation I can't feel your sensation I can never touch you again Being alone at nights is painful But there are things that can't be changed Living alone without love at all Its hard but its better than feel that pain again... Moving on without you ... your smile or your embrace It's almsot as learning to walk or to talk all over again If it was so easy to forget... I would have had erased you more than hundred times by now... Trembling and crying at nights is hard Wrriting this pathetic lines which will never reach you again. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My Day Half a day i sleep Other half i'm like a zombie Walking with no emotions at all Living on withotu you is hard Because there is no smile As it used to be before ... I can't hear you laughing or talking anymore My life became one big hassle When you went away Giving up on life Only passing days without doing anything at all This is how i'm now... Everything started on that day When i bid farewell And pluged my ears with music Never letting go That song which we sang together Still struggling living this life alone When ever i feel alone i remember that day When our first date took place On that bench where i was laying on ur knees We spent whole day alone without anyone around It was the best becasue i was alone with you And the words which echoed in the wind Words "I love You and Pleave never let me go" Will no longer exist Because you are not mine anymore You are his now... Because i was the one who broke the oath And left you alone Even thought we are thousands miles apart My feeling lives on as they were before Moving onto the same path Looking at that ring And listening to that same song Which we sang together once I cry for no reason at all But don't wory i'm strong I will live this life once more To the fullest as IT WAS BEFORE !. |
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they're kinda emotional.. but i like them.. 
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State Alchemist
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: Germany , Delbriuck
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01-15-2011, 02:35 PM
Thank you for comments.
I am truly trying to change my ways in writing and trying to find new styles but whenever i write it turns out into love poems...   And for some time i was thinking of starting to write a book but i still want to read more books than i have now to get that inspiration a little higher than it is now ^^ When i close my Eyes When i close my eyes at night I see you , I feel you , I touch you Slowly embrace and kiss you Like the wind blows you tell me silently I love you... Responding to your feelings Strongly holding you in my arms I kiss you again And tell you those words which i couldn't say When i was embracing you for real When the feeling which i had was real... But that was only a dream Which i dream every night After that day when you said goodbye to me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hour after Hour i do many mistakes Day after Day i try to fix them all But because i'am so empty I don't even know how to fix single on of them Searching for the answers I stumble across this beautiful person Who shines brighter then sun itself She gave me her hand and pulled me up She helped me solve these problems within me I started to love her She started to feel the same We were happy because we were the same Struggling to find the answers to those questions Which we would get every day Being happy when we found them And laughing at how easy they were Not thinking about anything Just moving forward without anyone disturbing us We were like meant to be together And never to be separated That was what we thought But we are apart now Maybe for the best or maybe that was a mistake I don't know but all that matters is that u are happy And that was what i always wanted Sorry that i made you cry But i got the same feelings as i did before Lets be friends best of best Without anymore mistakes like before! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your Smiling Face. There is no point in thinking No point in suffering or crying If i had a time machine i would go back to that day I would stop myself from saying those words to you Those words which hurt you so much When i left you all alone Because of me you cried all nigh And i didn't even think about it a bit I just knew that i did something bad But it was for your sake Because all i could give you was pain When i recall those days I remember you smiling all the time I didn't want to destroy that smile Thats why i ran away And never contacted you again. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No More and Alone. No more words... nothing i can do My soul is not the same... Can't even create or think Being like some zombie Just moving forward with no emotions This is how i'm now I don't know when i became like this Why i became like this Questions are to hard to answer It's a lot of bother ... Leave me alone i don't want to talk I just want to be alone! Moving onto my dream Stepping on everyone who tries to stop me No matter how dear they are to me I just don't care anymore Because all i see is the path to my dream! Dream which i'm building from my childhood Dream which u helped me with I still got the ring on my pinky finger With the same dream to be with you But that dream isn't my main anymore So please let me be alone! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It was fun. I remember those days Full of happines I remember my first friends and my first love Playing , laughing , joking , crying together Was the best things in our lifes. Time passed by we changed alot. Some of us grown up And others are far away No matter what we can't be together as before Only thing connecting us are our memories Memories of all the soocer or basketball matches we had All the memories of hide and seeks we played Fighing ... laughing ... getting angry at each other And then making up again I still remember everything that was before Because those memories are full of happines No matter bad or good we always held each other Pushed up and up to not be left down bellow I know that we will meet again someday And i know that our bond is inbreakable But still do you all remember??? How fun it was??? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I ran away from home Thinking of dreams alone Life seemed so beautiful and easy Walking Without any mistakes On that road of dreams Trying to fulfil all of my ambitions I was playing a game which was called Life But i made a mistake So once again i am sitting at that home From which i ran away Still i feel at peace right here Where the people of my life live Where its so warm Because of the love that i Feel. |
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